New Release Blitz: Brothers of the Sea by Larry Mellman (Excerpt & Giveaway)

Title:  Brothers of the Sea

Series: The Ballot Boy, Book Three

Author: Larry Mellman

Publisher:  NineStar Press

Release Date: 01/07/2025

Heat Level: 3 – Some Sex

Pairing: Male/Male

Length: 121100

Genre: Historical, historical fiction/14th century Venice, lit/genre fiction, gay, May-December romance, age difference, political rulers, political intrigue and plotting, existential threat, apocalyptic wartime, military leaders, naval action and adventure, Venetian warships, lagoon warfare, protection of waterways and foreign trade routes, family drama, old friends, sex in a church

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Running a gauntlet of raging seas and enemy warships, Nico and Admiral Vettor Pisani race to Constantinople to rescue Venice from Byzantine treachery.

A triple alliance of powerful princes plans to besiege Venice by sea and land and seize the reins of St. Mark’s legendary four horses. With Nico as his right hand, Pisani leads a war fleet to secure the island of Tenedos in the Aegean, fulcrum of the impending war. Amid the mortal dangers of the journey, Nico and Pisani wrestle with their overpowering physical and psychic attraction, knowing that the choices they make will change their lives irrevocably.

Nico first met Pisani and fell under his spell at the age of fourteen. In the decade since, despite great loves and failed loves, Nico never lost his starry-eyed admiration for Venice’s greatest admiral. Pisani, thirty years older and wiser, hesitates to risk everything for a young man’s love until Nico throws open new doors, and their age difference evaporates in the heat of battle.

The enemy triple alliance—Padua, Genoa, and Hungary—outnumbers Venice five to one. Mounted armies blockade the mainland shores and rivers while the enemy fleet breaches the lagoon. Venice can only win on water with Pisani leading her. When he is forced to fight a battle he knows he cannot win, Pisani’s disastrous defeat lands him in prison. Locked behind bars while Venice hovers on the brink of annihilation, Nico and Pisani sketch a bold plan to save the Republic.

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Brothers of the Sea
Larry Mellman © 2025
All Rights Reserved

Venice, March 9, 1377

A Surprise Visit

I always know when he’s following me. He has followed me all my life like a vengeful shadow. My father—Marcantonio Gradenigo, also known as Brother Bernardo of the Hermits—ranks high in the hierarchy of demons roving this earth wreaking havoc. He dogs me and won’t take “no” for an answer, determined to make me his evangelist. The second time I killed Ruggiero, my half-brother, I severed his head to make sure he was dead and could never return. Nothing less will do for my father. He always appears when I least suspect him and leaves me scrambling to counterattack. He springs out of nowhere, threatens, laments, cajoles, using every weapon in his arsenal to win me to his side. I always say no and somehow escape. He takes perverse pleasure in trying to break me. Each failure gives him another opportunity. He will eventually kill me, I have no doubt, but at his discretion. To my eternal ignominy, I have failed thus far to kill him. Today may be the day. Hope springs eternal.

His presence feels clammy and close as I slip through the labyrinthine back lanes of St. Nicholas of the Beggars parish. I can do it with my eyes closed; he can’t. He makes mistakes. If I lose him, I can’t kill him, but at least I won’t have to listen to him.

He’s complicated. To the world, my father died during the failed rebellion he led in Crete. He faked his own death to escape hanging and quartering between the Columns of Doom. Everyone, even my mother, believed him dead. Today, we know better. He snuck into Padua, presented himself to the abbot of the hermits, and pleaded to be accepted as a postulant. The hermit monks wander and beg, living off alms. Brother Bernardo wanders and begs gullible nobles and princes to join his insurrection against the Republic of Venice, leaving a wake of destruction. A hefty price hangs on his head in Venice, but only the church has jurisdiction over the clergy. Since my father aims to destroy Venice, Lord Francesco Carrara of Padua protects him.

I don’t hear him; he’s too accomplished for that, but I smell him, a ravening boar. He comes to woo me, his handsome hero son, to seize the throne of Venice after he overthrows my doge. The doge eagerly anticipates snaring, hanging, and quartering him. Only I give my father the credit he deserves. He’s not indestructible, but thus far, he has eluded every attempt to snuff his candle out.

My father knows the ways of Venetians better than I do, but I know the streets. I have engraved maps of every inch of every alley, square, and bell tower in my flawless and all-encompassing memory. I never forget anything, a tremendous boon and a torturous curse.

Maybe I can trap him in the bell tower at St. Nicholas of the Beggars and kill him. He’s sixty years old to my twenty-three. He can’t give much of a chase, and I’m ferociously fit, so I take off. I’ve outrun him before. I tear across the bridge from Angelo Raffaele, taking the stairs three at a time and vaulting off the far side, but I can hear him behind me. It’s as if he knows where I’m going. I stupidly underestimated his stamina.

Maps of Venice’s twisted islets stitched up with bridges unreel in my brain. I plunge into blind alleys, whipping around corner after corner in a precise zigzag between close walls at sharp angles until I’m behind St. Nick’s church. I duck into the bell tower before he sees where I’ve gone.

The only light in the dark tower falls in thin beams through mullioned windows eighty feet overhead and lancet windows on the landings. Three flights of steep stairs ascend the brick walls of the central shaft, forty feet square, to the belfry where six bells wake the parish up and put them to bed. I bar the door behind me and climb to the top so I can watch him below.

Brother Bernardo sniffs the air at the edge of the canal behind the tower. He swivels toward the tower, and his eyes follow the masonry to the belfry, to the window where I stand watching him. As he reaches the tower, I lose sight of him, but I hear him. He rattles the barred door but can’t open it. His sword clangs from the scabbard under his hermit robes. He slips the blade between the door and the jamb and cleverly manages to slide the wooden bar until one end falls to the floor. The door creaks as it swings open. He pauses while his eyes adjust to the dark before tilting his head upward, following the sunbeams to the belfry. It’s pointless to hide in shadow; he knows I’m here. I step into the light and a twisted smile transfigures his face.

“You just can’t leave me alone, can you?” My voice echoes in the belfry.

“That’s no way to greet your loving father.”

“You weren’t so loving when you tried to kill me. What was I? Eight months? Ten?”

“A fantasy your mother fabricated to make you hate me. No, my darling son, the worst harm I did to you was to favor Ruggiero. I learned better too late, and I’ve already apologized profusely for that. I was wrong. I’m tired of apologizing.”

He starts up the stairs as I descend toward him from the belfry.

“I’ve heard your plea many times before,” I say. “My answer is no.”

He pauses, smiles, shakes his head wearily. “Alas, the world has confounded you. A monarch you abhor hops into bed with your nemesis at sea. An ally you hate falls, and false friends reveal themselves as enemies. Armageddon for the Serene Republic perhaps? I beg you, for your own sake, listen to me.”

“Not for my sake, for yours. Only ever for your own sake.”

My father flinches, as if I slapped him. “You haven’t learned a thing. Yes, I have done bad things, but always for a purpose and only out of passionate devotion to a cause. Noble Venice is as corrupt as a Syrian brothel. You know that close-up. All we need do is act decisively, and the craven weaklings of the world will kiss our feet and obey your every word. Whether they love you or hate you, they worship you. The hero of Trieste, of Curano, and of Buonconforte. The best bowman from Grado to Cavarzere four times running. A common bastard. A man of the people. They would offer you sacrifices were you bold enough to declare yourself a god.”

“No.”

He eases across the middle landing and pauses to study me a flight above him.

“You break my heart,” he says, “throwing away such a brilliant future. Donato would spit at your cowardice. He valued audacity and ambition above everything. He had no more loyalty to the doge or the Republic than I do, but he stupidly bet on their winning, choosing them with the same misguided fervor I chose Ruggiero over you. Sorry mistakes. Alas, my sons. Did you know Donato was your half-brother when he fucked you?”

“I found out after my other half-brother killed him.”

“Ruggiero was always impetuous. You never suspected?”

“Why should I? He came with the doge’s imprimatur.”

“As the ancients said, ‘When the cock grows hard, the mind grows soft.’”

“Despite being your son, Donato Venturi was a great man, and I loved him.”

“What did you love besides his body?”

“I loved everything about him.”

“Then you must love me. I am as much him as you, father to you both.”

He raises his arms in an embrace separated by a flight of stairs, gazing at me sadly.

“Your tongue befouls Donato’s name, Father.” Furious, I target his heart with my sword.

Unphased, he continues upward, toward me. To innocent eyes, he would appear to be weeping. His step is slow and measured.

“I hope you understand,” he says, “that I’m not being vindictive, but you are too dangerous a piece to remain on opposite side of the board.”

He lunges, and I dodge his sword, but he disarms me with an upward slash. I scramble for something to turn against him and find only words.

“You destroyed my mother. You ruined my life. You killed my friends and countrymen, and you want to kill my doge, who is a million times better than you. I spit on you.”

My spit lands in his eyes. He wipes them, advancing toward me.

“Better doesn’t matter,” he says. “Winning matters. Louis of Hungary, Carrara of Padua, Campofregoso of Genoa, even the idiot emperor of the east will kneel at your feet when we’re done. How can you say no to the only great man in this world who loves you for exactly what you are and not in spite of it?”

“Because I know you will fail, and whoever throws in with you will be hanged and quartered between the Columns of Doom for beggars to spit on. To his eternal shame, Bajamonte Tiepolo’s coup attempt failed, and he was a far greater man than you. They drove him out, razed his palace, and sowed the ground with salt. Marino Faliero, the doge himself, failed, and the Ten chopped off his head. No coup has ever overturned our Republic. What makes yours any different?”

“You.” The point of his sword presses against my heart. “The little people adore you, like they adore Admiral Pisani, another blind fool. You both betray the people’s love with your blind obedience to that sad wreck of a once-prosperous merchant who was elevated far above his station. After your exalted Andrea Contarini was blackmailed onto his throne, he wept he was not man enough for the job, and for once, he was right. I raised Ruggiero to seize the throne, but he was the wrong man for the job. He deserved the death you dealt him. Poor brave Donato, blinded by an incompetent doge’s bullshit, turned against me. But you can be invincible with me behind you.”

“Byzantine style, your dagger in my back?”

“You will learn to trust me.”

“I’d rather kill you. This world can’t hold us both.”

“Pompey and Caesar.”

“Me and you.”

“Good, because I am sick of your idiot refusals. Join me now and have everything or join your brothers in hell.”

He’s stronger than I remembered. Not a precision instrument, like Donato, but a paragon of brute force, fearsome but unsustainable, little consolation as he stabs and slices. Sweat blinds me. My head spins. He presses the blade of his sword across my throat.

“Last chance.”

His eyes lock on mine. They implore me, and for that instant, he is mine. I kick his balls so hard he collapses on the floor, and I leap into the tower’s empty shaft, grabbing the rope that swings twelve-hundred pounds of bronze bells. The rope rips my hands. I twist it around my wrists as I plummet downward. The headstock in the belfry creaks as it rotates. The clappers slam the bells like bombards. My toes graze the tower floor. I can’t free myself from the rope to escape. The headstock swings back and jerks me up toward belfry. My father lunges as I rise past him. I swing wide of him, pulled upward until my weight tips the headstock, dropping me to the tower floor.

He leaps down the stairs, stabbing at me, but he can get no purchase and fails to strike home. The brazen clangor of the bells batters our skulls like Vulcan’s hammer.

I hear voices. Roused by the bells, parishioners run toward the tower. Brother Bernardo is too canny to murder me with so many witnesses, each of them hating him as much as I do, more if that’s possible. As I am yanked upward again, he bolts out the door, past the priest, and disappears between the buildings, leaving me hanging.

*

I tell Serenissimo—Andrea Contarini, the sixtieth doge of Venice, my master—about my escape from Brother Bernardo. He furls his brow and shrinks deep into his gold robe, his features drooping like a Greek mask of tragedy. “That maniac wants you to be Brutus to my Caesar.”

“Exactly. He wants to publicly humiliate you before cutting off your head and feeding your body to feral pigs that have been starved for a week, and then mount your head to rot on a pike by the palace gate, at eye level, for all to pity and revile.”

Serenissimo’s eyes close. Despair becalms him, and he drifts in the current. “He’s willing to offer up his son like Abraham sacrificing Isaac.”

“Three sons that we know of, each sacrificed in his own way.”

“I witnessed his fake death, a bloody but transparent ruse accepted by the Senate, who wanted to believe it. I never believed it for an instant. A body with no head, stripped of everything, dragged behind a horse and hurled into the sea, could have been anybody. The spearhead of a bloody insurrection escaped. Thousands of our patriots were killed before we put it down. When I get my hands on him, and I will…” Serenissimo grips my forearm with his right hand, but his fingers are weak. “…I will crucify him upside down in front of Saint Mark’s until every Venetian has cursed and spat on him.”

“What the Romans did to Spartacus. He would be exalted in that. He’d take your judgment as affirmation of his greatness.”

“I know, I know…” Serenissimo grimaces, eyes closed, and just when I think he has dozed off, he clenches his fists and growls like the Serenissimo I love. “Fuck your father. Fuck the pope, fuck King Louis, fuck Francesco Carrara, fuck Domenico Campofregoso, fuck Handsome John, emperor of the east, fuck Charles the Fourth, emperor of the west. Fuck every scheming tyrant who dreams of bringing us down.”

“Don’t include my father with them. They have armies behind them. He has nothing. No peasants to milk, no slaves to arm, no bridges left behind him. He’s pathetic.”

“He’s dangerous,” Serenissimo says. “He kills without conscience.” He twiddles his thumbs assiduously. “From this moment forward, you will no longer leave this palace without armed guards until his head hangs on a pike in the square. Two men-at-arms minimum, wherever you go. Don’t look so horrified. They’ll grant you privacy. They can stand outside and wait. But they go everywhere you go and back again. Do you understand?”

I see red, as he knew I would. “Why only two? Why not a whole procession, like yours, priests and musicians and pages behind me while I go to the chancery archives or buy anchovies in Santa Margarita Square?”

“He knows your routines and inclinations, and he wants to kill you.”

“I’m twenty-three years old, not fourteen. And, oh yes, need I remind you he escaped from your prison with the aid of one of your guards? No, thank you, sire.”

Serenissimo flinches, opens his mouth, but holds his tongue.

“Your concern honors me, but when my father determines to kill me, only I can stop him. I take that into account every time I turn a corner.”

“He reduces you to a brawling wharf rat, flailing blindly. Your hatred warps your reason. He always manages to surprise and outwit you. He knows you too well for your own good.”

“You know me. He doesn’t. After he failed to murder infant me, he didn’t see me until my fourteenth year.”

“Not that you know of.”

“He knows nothing about me. I didn’t matter to him until I was selected ballot boy, and he thought he could use me. That changed the game. Yesterday, he made the stakes perfectly clear. But I know when he’s close, and I will kill him before he can kill me.”

“I’m not asking you,” Serenissimo says. “This is an order. No going out unguarded until he’s dead.”

He pauses outside the door before we join the Senate. He places his hand gently on my forearm as if for support. “I beg you, once again, from the bottom of my heart, to forgive me for stealing your youth and ruining your life.”

“You didn’t, Exalted Serenity. I was chosen at random. You couldn’t have done anything differently.”

A supplement of sixty wise men joins the Senate, extremely rich nobles with key appointments, critical players in the whirligig of committees that rule the Republic. We await the ambassadors from Padua, Hungary, and Genoa, joined by the Patriarch of Aquileia. No surprise there, but Admiral Vettor Pisani standing near the dais surprises me. I had no idea he would be here, and I’m embarrassed to discover that my boyish crush persists.

I first met Pisani in 1368. I was fourteen, an untutored fishmonger’s apprentice thrust into the palace by chance. He had to share his horse with me because I didn’t know how to ride. The rest of the noble delegation scorned me, but Pisani lifted me up with one arm and slung me behind him on the fateful day he delivered the bad news to Andrea Contarini that he had been elected doge. I overheard Pisani pleading with Contarini to accept the ducal crown after flatly refusing it. Pisani’s honesty and gentle demeanor, his adamant loyalty and patriotism, his noble brow, and downward-sloping eyes failed to convince Andrea Contarini. Only the threat of expropriation and exile did that. But they won my heart instantly and completely. Afterward, Pisani always treated me like another person, not a pest, and I learned much about the workings of the palace and the nobles from him. Vettor Pisani, Marino Vendramin, and Serenissimo were my magi, bearing gifts of wisdom, experience, and love. Whatever I am, they made me, not my father, still wreaking havoc in the guise of a hermit friar.

The ambassadors and the Patriarch of Aquileia exude belligerent defiance, each with an axe to grind. Allied, they constitute our worst nightmare. King Louis has money and a large land army. Padua commands the mainland rivers that feed us and would join any coalition pledged to our destruction. Genoa, most dangerous of all, has a navy to rival ours. If these allies attack us by land and sea, only a miracle can save us.

“Welcome, brothers,” Serenissimo says. “For we are all brothers in the one true Church of Rome. The Holy Father weeps for our grievances and begs us to behave like true Christians, to forgo warring amongst ourselves, and focus on our common enemy, Sultan Murad and his schemes for our fair lands.”

Serenissimo looks into the eyes of each ambassador and waits until each nods under threat of excommunication.

“We have no animus against any of you,” Serenissimo says. “We are bound by treaties. It would be a violation of law and a sacrilege for you to wage war against us. Please, let us resolve our grievances.”

Serenissimo finishes talking but continues staring them down, waiting to see who takes up his challenge. The silent Senate crackles like a brush fire Serenissimo lit. The four ambassadors look at one another for a sign. Carrara always waits for King Louis’s ambassador to speak first so he knows what to say. Given the hatred between Genoa and Venice, centuries old and well-known to everyone in the room, their ambassador also defers to Hungary lest he put both feet in his mouth. The Patriarch of Aquileia beams beatifically at King Louis’s ambassador, praying silently for gold and troops to keep Venice and the Turk from his farms and vineyards.

“We protest your occupation of Tenedos,” Hungary says. His jeweled brocade surcoat glitters in the sunlight through the high window. Handsome, polished, he could never be accused of willingly telling the truth, and he spreads deceit with Angevin refinement. “That is our concern.”

“You are mistaken,” Serenissimo says. “Emperor John Palaiologos the Fifth ceded Tenedos to us in exchange for returning his crown jewels which his mother pawned to Venice in 1354. They have never been redeemed, nor has he paid the twenty thousand ducats in reparations owed to us.”

The Genoese ambassador pushes forward. “Venice has no right to Tenedos.”

“Nor has Genoa,” Serenissimo says. “We, however, have the goodwill of Emperor John Palaiologos, and you do not.”

So angry he’s tongue-tied, the Genoese ambassador turns to Hungary for support.

“Be that as it may,” Hungary says, “none of us can willingly cede control of the Hellespont to Venice. Tenedos guards the entrance to the east with a fort you have recently reoutfitted. Against whom?”

Serenissimo irons every trace of rancor from his expression. “As the Holy Father so wisely reminded us, we have a common enemy, the Turk.”

Genoa explodes. “Damn your bullshit. We all know what you’re up to, and you might as well hear from us here and now. We will stop you once and for all.”

“Are you declaring war?”

“Of course not.” Hungary steps in front of the fuming Genoese ambassador. “We also revere the Holy Father. We only wish to make clear to Venice and Byzantium that Tenedos cannot be ceded to the highest bidder. All our interests must be served.”

With that, Genoa storms out and the others follow. The Senate devolves into a thousand arguments about whether we are at war or not and what to do about it. Serenissimo insists we are not at war. Yet. That unleashes more chaos until the meeting adjourns to allow the Doge’s Council to prepare an agenda for tomorrow morning.

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Meet the Author

Larry was born in Los Angeles and educated in literature, political science, and life at the University of California, Berkeley. He has worked as a printer and journalist in Los Angeles, San Francisco, Chicago, and St. Paul, Minnesota. Larry also worked with Andy Warhol and the Velvet Underground on the Exploding Plastic Inevitable in NY, Provincetown, Los Angeles, and San Francisco, was mentored by Dean Koontz, and shared a palazzo in Venice with international opera singers Erika Sunnegårdh and Mark Doss.”

While living in Venice for many years, Larry also taught English, led tours, and immersed himself in the history and art of the Venetian Republic. The Ballot Boy was born in Venice and completed in St. Paul.

Larry is a lifelong social activist and writer, a voracious reader and researcher, an opera fanatic, and devoted walker. He currently lives in St. Paul with his partner of twenty-one years and his ex-wife of twenty-five years. His son is a pianist devoted to blues and jazz.

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Book Blitz: Icarus Rising by Stephanie Burke & Areana Senoj (Excerpt & Giveaway)

Title: Icarus Rising

Series: Motherboards & Magic (#2)

Author: Stephanie Burke & Areana Senoj

Publisher: Changeling Press LLC

Release Date: January 3, 2025

Heat Level: 4 – Lots of Sex

Length: 125 pages

Genre: Action Adventure, Futuristic, New Releases, Sci-Fi , Suspense

Themes: Alien Encounters, Bisexual, Multisexual, & Pansexual, Cyber-Punk, Gay, Hentai, Multiple Partners, Voyeurism and Exhibitionism

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Dark clouds are gathering. Icarus is the light at the end of the tunnel. And in his wake: Chaos.

Even though dark clouds gather in the distance, Asher, Vers, and Korya start to see the light at the end of the tunnel. That “Light” is named Icarus, and with him comes chaos. Even as the trio’s immediate problem is solved, more people are out to get them.

With danger at every turn, they can only depend on each other. Who is this mysterious alien called Icarus? Is he there to help protect them from the DPL or are they about to become victims of an insidious plot to end the planet? Either way, the friction is burning as they take one step closer to unraveling the mysteries of Asher’s parents’ death, and what the DPL is hiding.

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Icarus Rising (Motherboards & Magic 2)
Stephanie Burke & Areana Senoj
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Copyright ©2024 Stephanie Burke & Areana Senoj

TO THE INDIVIDUAL WITH THE GOLDEN BLOOD:

WHOEVER IS THE RH NULL,

I’VE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU.

WE HAVE ISSUES TO DISCUSS THAT ARE PARAMOUNT TO THE PROTECTION OF THIS PLANET.

MEET ME AT THE SAHARA, LAS VEGAS

THE ALEXANDRIA SUITE (OF COURSE)

Even on second reading, the message made no sense to Korya. “Okay, what the fuck?”

Vers immediately pulled up Korya’s keyboard and began a trace. “You might want to get the boss,” Vers snapped, eyes intent as zis four-fingered hands flew over the keyboard. “I can’t find any trace, or even how they broke through your firewall.”

Korya, not needing to be told twice, spun on her pink fuzzy slippers and raced to the bathroom. “Asher!” she called out as she swung the door open and… froze.

Asher stood before her, absently toweling his waist-length hair, completely and utterly naked as the day he was born. His long hair flowed in inky waves down his back, the ends, dyed a lighter blue, drawing her attention for a moment before her gaze returned to his… other attributes. Oh, every creator god that ever existed, was that dick real?

But then her focus shifted back to his face and questioning look. His head tilted to the side, his cybernetic eye flared wide blue before a silver line overtook the red bar that had been there since he received news about his parents.

Her gaze wandered again, trailing over his golden skin, noting how soft and supple it looked, then back to his heart-shaped face — and down his neck. Even though he was breathing and swallowing normally, she didn’t notice his neck muscles constrict.

“Korya?” His voice box looked off, like it didn’t move naturally.

Her attention then traveled to his right arm, muscular and powerful looking as he rubbed at his scalp. His other hand let go of his fall of hair to rest on his hips as he adjusted his stance, then shifted his weight on his legs. And that was where the jaw-dropping confusion reasserted itself in Korya’s brain.

His left arm and hand were a strange, steel gray with what looked like swirls of silver. It covered his left arm from the shoulder down to his fingertips and both legs. The water flowed along the metal muscles that looked and moved as natural as flesh but strangely was not. Fuck. She’d forgotten that he had lost both of his legs and one arm…

But… how? If not for the color and the too graceful and smooth movements of his body, she would have totally forgotten the greater portion of his physiology was cybernetic.

But what beautiful technology, she decided as she tracked the shifting movements under the metallic skin of his thick thighs, down to his toes flexing on her shower mat, and then back up to his calves.

Her new boss was metal… well, mostly. Her gaze darted back up to his left shoulder where she would be damned if she could even see how the flesh attached to the metal. It was a smooth, seamless transition. Only the fact that the golden flesh tones of his skin faded into the stark steel-gray metal gave away his android leanings.

But damn, each muscle was defined and sculpted beautifully. Her gaze dropped to his hips where his perfect Adonis belt melded into metal in a beautiful flow that only the world’s best artists or poets could do it the most justice.

“There are veins!” she all but shouted as she moved closer, dropping to her knees and reaching out a tentative hand for the closest thigh.

She didn’t even notice his flinch, only that he stepped back a bit and stared down at her, his confused look turning incredulous as she got a closer look at what so fascinated her.

Truly, Asher would be flattered but he knew her fascination had nothing to do with him and everything to do with the hardware he sported.

“Can I help you?” he asked as she looked up at him, flushed bright red, and pulled her hand back.

“Uh… I mean… did this hurt?” Then she winced, thinking her previous question the most stupid that had ever fallen out of her mouth. “That was a dumb question. Of course, it hurt. How in the galaxy did they manage… I mean the seams are nonexistent. And you look so real…”

“Yeah, just like a real boy.” His tone was pissy at best, but he really didn’t care. There was a woman kneeling at his feet and reaching for parts of his body that only he and his many varied doctors… okay. He really didn’t care who was staring at him, any parts of him. His shame had died a hard death when they had to lift his dick for him to take a piss. The legs came first, after all, and over time they’d built the graphene skeleton for his left arm and replace the pulverized bones in his right. The legs were an easy build and began to look more and more human as the augmentation therapy advanced, but the arms… He remembered standing under the water of a hot shower for the first time in months when they finally got his legs attached and healed… and the complete humiliation of someone having to scrub between his butt cheeks after every time he took a shit when they finally allowed him solid foods. They were kind enough to do scar removal from the colostomy bag but by that time, he had been poked, prodded, scanned, examined, and touched on every part of his body, intimate or not. A female on her knees before him while he was naked was something he’d experienced several times before. Someone who was neither a medical nor scientific doctor touching him and without his consent, however…

“Did you need something, really, or is this just a thing you do? If it is, I’m sure Vers will be more amenable –”

“I’m sorry.” Korya moaned, slapping both hands over her eyes and lowering her head, giggling nervously.

No, not nervously — more like she was shocked by her actions. But not too shocked, because yes, that was her, parting some fingers to get another look at his junk… or… what was she staring at?

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Meet the Authors

Stephanie Burke

Stephanie is a USA Today Best Selling, multi published, multi award-winning author, Master Costumer, handicapped, wife and mother of two.

From sex-shifting, shape-shifting dragons to undersea worlds, sexually confused elemental Fey and homo-erotic mysteries, all the way to pastel-challenged urban sprites, Stephanie has done it all, and hopes to do more.

Stephanie is an orator on her favorite subjects of writing and world-building, a sometime teacher when you feed her enough tea and donuts, an anime nut, a costumer, and a frequent guest of various sci-fi and writing cons where she can be found leading panel discussions or researching varied legends and theories to improve her writing skills.

Stephanie is known for her love of the outrageous, strong female characters, believable worlds, male characters filled with depth, and multi-cultural stories that make the reader sit up and take notice.

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Areana Senoj is a multi-genre writer of erotic romance, paranormal, and sci-fi fantasy fiction. She’s been an actress, singer, dancer, educator, and, briefly, a stay-at-home “tennis, soccer, and band mom,” as well as a small business entrepreneur. Now she’s enjoying a new career living life as a full-time writer. She’s thrilled to join Changeling Press, where she’s teamed up with USA Today Best Selling Author Stephanie Burke, co-authoring Motherboards and Magic.

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New Release Blitz: Dear Presti: the Prince’s Pen Pal by Karrie Roman (Excerpt & Giveaway)

Title:  Dear Presti: the Prince’s Pen Pal

Author: Karrie Roman

Publisher:  NineStar Press

Release Date: 12/31/2024

Heat Level: 1 – No Sex

Pairing: Male/Male

Length: 65686

Genre: Contemporary, humor, romance, royalty, blue collar, Australia, England, pen pals

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Two men. One a royal born and bred, the other…not.

Prince James lives a life of stifling duty behind the walls of Buckingham Palace. He keeps his secrets and his stiff upper lip while dreaming of the day he will be free to find the man of his dreams. It’s a day he believes might never come. Until Prestidigitation Jones, an ethnobotany student from a small town in Australia, bursts into his life.

Prestidigitation marches to his own beat along with his small group of family and friends. He long ago accepted most people found him a little eccentric, but that won’t stop him from living on his own terms. Though happy enough, Presti dreams of finding a man who accepts him as he is and loves him unconditionally.

A fated meeting throws them together. An attraction blooms, and a friendship begins. Distance keeps them apart, but destiny brings them together.

Through a trail of exposed secrets, false starts and unfathomable tragedy, James and Presti’s feelings for each other grow stronger. Does James have the courage to fight for his dream? Can Presti face the public scrutiny of being the plus one of the spare to the throne?

Surely together, they can find their way to happiness/find their happily ever after.

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Dear Presti: the Prince’s Pen Pal
Karrie Roman © 2024
All Rights Reserved

Some people have a unique gift bestowed on them at birth. Perhaps one they enjoy bragging about or showing off at parties, performing these oddities like show ponies. The only gift I possessed seemed to be attracting unwanted attention.

Unlike many in these strange days of reality TV and phone cameras, I preferred to remain unnoticed. Anonymous. Out of the spotlight. Thank you very much. My dearest friend, Astrid, delighted in pointing out how I drew attention as if I were a magnet. She blamed the fantastical way I’d entered the world. She claimed that it was simply not possible for me to remain in the background after I’d burst onto the world stage in such a public way at my unusual birth.

I adored my best friend even if she did have an annoying tendency to be correct.

Though I attempted to move wraith-like through my days, I tended to stand out like a rainbow on a grey day. That’s how my mother described me, at any rate.

I did not like this state of affairs one little bit.

On this overcast day, the rainbow hovered just out of sight as I attempted to wade through the press of bodies on the overcrowded bus. I tried to move silently, ghost-like. Moving this way and that, shifting to avoid others so I didn’t so much as graze anybody.

“I beg your pardon. Did you say you’re studying poo, young man?” The woman screeched as I pressed against her legs. She clacked her knitting needles at a prodigious rate of knots, quite heedless of how perilously close they were to poking the large man sitting next to her.

“No, ma’am. I said I’m trying to get through.” All eyes were fixed on our interaction, except those who chose sensibly to travel on public transport using earbuds. Those people remained happily serenaded by Bruce Springsteen or some other artist. Eminently sensible, I thought.

The octogenarian knitter nodded and returned to her stitches, leaving me to smile awkwardly at those around us.

Mentioning poo is not the best place to start my story—and I swear there will be no further scatological mentions—but I must begin this tale somewhere.

Much like life, when we are thrust kicking and screaming into this world, starting at the beginning is the best way to go. So it is at my birth that we must begin.

My fantastical birth, as previously hinted at, is quite the tale. It’s also where some might argue I peaked as a person and had my promised fifteen minutes of fame, all in one ignominious day. All this greatness and celebrity happened to me the day I was born, so I don’t remember it myself, yet I feel pretty scarred by it, nonetheless. For better or worse, I also own plenty of photos and articles to look back on so I can reminisce about my extraordinary birth. It’s not everyone who can claim a naked photo of themselves on just about every worldwide newspaper front page.

You see, my mother, the sweetest and kindest woman I’ve ever known, is also somewhat odd. At least my grandfather always described her as such. I prefer to think of her as one of those people that extraordinary things happen to. I think it was from her that I received my gift.

Her strict, conservative father, Grandpa Joe, never had any flavour to his life that I ever saw—no joy. He fancied himself the keeper of everyone’s soul. He lived miserably while trying to save us all from hellfire and brimstone. To my young eyes, he seemed melancholy. He may have loved stomping about his run-down home—asylum, as I liked to think of it—swearing at the television as if the people he cursed might take the trouble to answer. He apparently never found any happiness in it though. A smile from Grandpa Joe would be like stumbling across a blooming corpse flower.

When I think back on Grandpa Joe, sadness at his misery most often strikes me. More times than I could count, I tried to tell him not to worry about what everybody else was getting up to or with whom and instead enjoy what he had around him. Nine times out of ten, he bit my head off for my trouble. The one time out of ten he spread his arms wide and asked, “Enjoy what exactly?”

Poor Grandpa Joe, whether he loved the curmudgeon life or not, it loved him. Mum liked to say that being such a cranky old fart kept Joe alive until his early eighties when he rightfully should have died much sooner. Grandpa Joe loved his daily whiskies and packs of smokes. A courageous doctor once told him that he had the heart of a ninety-year-old. Of course, Joe was only sixty-eight at the time. But that was Joe.

He wasn’t often proud of Mum and me, but he shone with pride the day I was born, or so I’ve been told.

Getting back to that day, you should know that our queen—bless her—has been on the throne for sixty years this year. But when I was born, it had only been forty glorious years. Her fortieth year of reigning coincided with Australia hosting the Olympic Games. It was a festive year for Australia. Our highest medal tally at the games and our longest reigning monarch all in the same three hundred sixty-five days. Celebrations spilled onto the streets.

That year was a big one for my mum too. First and most importantly—she always says—she got pregnant with me. Around the same time, she successfully applied to be a volunteer at the Games. It was to be her first job, not that she’d be getting paid, but just the same, Grandpa Joe proudly told everyone he met. Mum had never had a job before. Too flighty, Joe had often said. Her head always in the clouds. Mine would have been, too, if I’d had to listen to Grandpa ranting and raving daily.

Anyway, Mum volunteered at the Olympic Games and did quite a good job. People liked her good heart and kindness. Grandpa Joe seemed to be the only one who cared about her flightiness and general lack of ambition. In fact, Mum made the news a few times during the games for being Australia’s best mascot, showing the world the kind of people we were.

Mum became so well known that when the queen went on a Commonwealth tour as part of her ruby jubilee—rubilee as Mum called it—she insisted that my mum and a handful of other volunteers were present at the athletes’ meet and greet. Imagine Grandpa Joe’s face when he discovered his daughter would meet the queen. Well, we don’t know what his face was because he’d kicked Mum out for getting pregnant without a husband by then. I guess it’s self-explanatory that he took her back, but that wasn’t till after I was born.

So, the athletes’ parade happened, and we all ended up at Government House for luncheon with the queen. I say we because, of course, I was there in my mum’s belly—but there just the same. During the luncheon, each athlete and volunteer was presented to the queen with cameras rolling for the poor folk at home to gander at.

The volunteers were to be presented at the end, but Mum told me later she didn’t care; she’d have waited all day to meet Queen Anne. Mum admires the guts out of that older woman. Even to this day, she’ll stand and sing “God Save the Queen” as loud as she can whenever she hears it, no matter where or when. No matter that it hasn’t been our national anthem for decades.

I guess that explains why Mum didn’t let the little fact that she’d been having labour pains all day deter her from her chance to meet Her Majesty.

The doctors told Mum later that I must have been crowning when Mum attempted an ill-advised curtsey before the queen. Rather appropriate term, I always thought—and so too did the newspapers when they reported on the baby who’d been born at the feet of the monarch. “Couldn’t Wait to Meet His Queen,” one newspaper headline had declared. That same article described how I’d shot out of my mum and landed on the royal toes. Mum never liked that article. She hated how common they had made it sound, talking about Her Majesty attempting to catch me like a football punt.

And so, there was my fifteen minutes of fame. Photos of my newly-arrived-into-the-world, utterly naked body lying at the feet of Queen Anne splashed in the worldwide media. A few also showed pictures of the queen’s stunned expression or my mother’s contorted face as she pushed the last of me out.

Queen Anne bore the hubbub well. She’d looked down at me and then at my mother before saying, “Well, that is either the best bit of prestidigitation I’ve ever seen, or you’ve just had a baby, my dear.”

And that was how I got my name.

Prestidigitation Jones.

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Karrie lives in Australia’s sunshine state with her husband and two sons, though she hates the sun with a passion. She dreams of one day living in the wettest and coldest habitable place she can find. She has been writing stories in her head for years but has finally managed to pull the words out of her head and share them with others. She spends her days trying to type her stories on the computer without disturbing her beloved cat Lu curled up on the keyboard. She probably reads far too much.

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New Release Blitz: Parson by J. Hali Steele (Excerpt & Giveaway)

Title: Parson

Series: Scorned Devils MC, Book Three

Author: J. Hali Steele

Publisher:  Changeling Press

Release Date: December 20, 2024

Heat Level: 4 – Lots of Sex

Pairing: Male/Male

Cover Art: Marteeka Karland

Genres: Action Adventure, Contemporary Women’s Fiction, New Releases, Romance, Suspense

Themes: Age Gap (Older Man), Christmas, Gay, Holiday Themes, MC Romance

Book Length: Novel

Page Count: 117

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Building a hundred walls will not prevent Parson ripping away each brick to get to the man who is his.

Parson: Raised in a religious family who accepted Parson’s homosexuality, he struggles to understand Langston Gillman’s inability to embrace who he is, what he feels. Pars put off patching with the Scorned Devils MC in fear of losing his lover. Never again. Parson will patch with the club and he means to have the man he desires. Pars vows to pursue Lang until he stands vulnerable and ready to surrender.

Langston: Bullied as a child, Langston has reached the age of fifty-two loathing his gayness. He navigates life by planning every moment of each day. Still, occasionally he is unable to rid himself of his need for a man. Unfortunately, Lang desires bad boys. When one particular bad boy rides into his life on a Harley, his presence leaves Lang confused and angry. Langston finds himself yearning for more with Parson. Problem is the biker not only refuses to cut ties with Scorned Devils, the local MC, he will not be hidden by Langston.

Rules are made to be broken, and Parson will not live his life in denial. He intends to turn Lang’s world upside down, no matter the consequences.

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Parson (Scorned Devils MC 3)
J. Hali Steele
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Copyright ©2024 J. Hali Steele

Parson

Calmness was the keystone of Parson’s life.

Today he sat beside his cousin, Mark, in a pew near the back of The Church of the Trinity Episcopal church, praying to find rekindle that trait. “I’m not asking for confession, and I don’t need a priest.”

Mark Turner was a deacon and while he could hear confession, only the priest could give absolution. Parson didn’t need that. “I’m not seeking the sacrament, because I’ve not done anything I regret.”

The deaths of the Bayside Specter president and VP had been a necessity, a matter of survival, and Pars experienced no remorse over the sordid affair.

“Good, because Father Tyson is preparing for Sunday service.” Mark stared. “What do you want, Randall? Sorry, you prefer Parson.”

“Right. Nothing, man. I’m torn about the relationship I’m in. Or was in.”

“You’re not living with — what’s his name, Langston? — anymore?”

“No.” Pars had done the one thing Langston Gillman would never accept. “He’s being unreasonable.”

“Have you spoke truthfully with him regarding your feelings?”

Mark was aware — hell, the whole family knew — Parson was openly gay. None held his relationships as a sin, believing his love life was between him and God.

“Does he know you love him?”

“No.” Parson twisted on the hard bench to better see Mark. “What makes you say that?”

“Lord help me. You’re thirty-one and you’ve never been in a relationship this long. What else could it be?”

Parson ignored Mark’s comment because, damn, Parson hadn’t thought about that. Yeah, he cared greatly for Lang, but love? “He kicked me out.”

“Let me guess — because you belong to the motorcycle club that runs around, or as some believe, runs, the city of Coatesville.”

“He doesn’t like that I’m a member of the Scorned Devils MC, but I can’t allow him to dictate who I can hang out and be friends with. Because of his feelings, I put off patching.” Parson picked at his fingernails. “Done playing games. I am who I am. Patched last week.”

“I see.”

Sunday parishioners started entering. Parson still needed to see Dread and talk about meeting with the city officials at Cutters tomorrow regarding plans for the Christmas toy drive. “Hey, thanks for letting me vent.”

“Wish you weren’t an only child.” Mark sighed. “Not sure I was much help, but if you ever need to talk to someone aside from…”

“They’re my brothers, Mark. They’d never see harm come to me.”

“That’s what concerns me. What lengths would your brothers go to in keeping you safe? I’m not blind to what happens with motorcycle clubs, Pars.” Mark stood. “I’ve heard about unsavoriness taking place in our community.”

Talk of the Specters’ bikes being destroyed at the Midway and rumors behind the incident had finally died down. There were other disputes, and if the perpetrators were wrong, yeah, they got beat down. Without knowing what his cousin might have heard, Parson couldn’t claim all the stories were lies. He wasn’t going to get in to it now. Glancing down at his watch, Parson headed for the door. “Damn, Mark, I gotta run.”

When Parson reached Hell’s Lair, the gate sprung open immediately. Damn Spinner, anyway. He was always on the computer, watching the comings and goings of everyone. Shit, it was Spin’s turn to keep an eye out for unusual activity around the Scorned Devils MC compound. Spin hadn’t come back to his place last night which, meant he’d camped out in the loft. As annoying as Spinner could be, he kept Parson’s thoughts from drifting to Langston.

Parson spied Dread with his feet propped on the desk as he entered the office. “Hey, man. What’s up?”

“Nothing much.” Dread scrutinized Parson. “You’re early for a Sunday.”

Pars usually hit the clubhouse after church. Today, he’d skipped services. “I was hoping to talk to you before you got busy.” Sitting across from Dread, he sighed loudly. “Is there another place we can hold meetings with the city council?”

“For years those fuckers have let us do the all the organizing for this event. Mostly they sit at meetings pretending they want to be there. They take credit at the end of the parade when all we get to say is — Santa Claus has come to town.” Dread studied Pars. “Hey, it’s for the less fortunate children. Shit, we’re the local MC some of those same members would like to see disappear. Don’t really want them in my restaurant unless they’re paying customers, but it is what it is, Pars. Sure as hell not having them here if that’s what you’re insinuating.”

“Wouldn’t expect that, but there are other places in town.”

“None I want to be involved with.”

“Look, Dread, Cutters is…”

“Langston is off on Sundays and Mondays. You won’t have to deal with any shit.”

Parson’s chest deflated when he relaxed against the chair back. He wasn’t sure Dread noticed. “Great.”

Standing, the VP walked to the office door and closed it. “No need for everyone to hear your business.”

Fuck, Pars was going to get an earful.

“I don’t know what happened and I don’t really give a damn. I know Langston’s been a prick this last month.” He stood right in front of Pars. “I see the fire in your eyes but I’m not the one you want to go toe to toe with today, or any day, about me calling a prick a prick. He’s been hell to deal with.” Backing up a step, he glared. “Fuck Langston. Or don’t. Whatever you choose, straighten your shit out because not every meet will be held on Monday. We have to consider the needs of a lot of people. If you can’t handle this, let me know now.”

“I got this.”

“Perfect.”

Pars got up to leave but Dread stopped him. “Another MC is joining us. They don’t have a drive where they are.”

“Who?”

“The Immoral Sinners out of Harrisburg.”

“Don’t know any of them well, but I do hear they are unruly as hell.”

“Yeah, I know. They’re small, but troublesome.”

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A former MC associate, J. Hali Steele loves anything with wheels, including motorcycles, classic automobiles, and race cars. A retired winning ex-quarter mile drag racer, J. Hali often angles to get her butt back in the driver’s seat!

J. Hali is a multi-published, best-selling author of romance in Contemporary MC, ReligErotica, Paranormal, Fantasy, and LGBTQ stories where humans, vampyres, shapeshifters, and angels collide – and they collide a lot! When J. Hali’s not writing or reading, she can be found snuggled in front of the TV with a cat in her lap and a cup of her favorite beverage of the moment.

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New Release Blitz: Scars and Secrets by Thomas Grant Bruso (Excerpt & Giveaway)

Title:  Scars and Secrets

Author: Thomas Grant Bruso

Publisher:  NineStar Press

Release Date: 12/17/2024

Heat Level: 3 – Some Sex

Pairing: Male/Male

Length: 67685

Genre: Contemporary Thriller, Lit/genre, contemporary, crime/thriller, family-drama, disappearance, murder, cancer, therapist

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Ralph Ashton gets more than he bargained for when police question him about the death of his ex-boyfriend Elijah Ray, whose body is discovered at the edge of the Saranac River.

When the local police visit Ralph and ask him about a critical piece of case evidence, Ralph becomes a prime suspect. He sets out to learn what happened to Eli the night he left his apartment and is startled to learn about his former boyfriend’s shady past.

As Ralph pursues a dangerous investigation, he discovers things about Eli he did not know while they were together.

Ralph’s life starts to unravel when he loses more people close to him as his mother lies in a hospital bed dying of cancer. Is learning about the truth of Eli’s death worth jeopardizing his safety?

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Scars and Secrets
Thomas Grant Bruso © 2024
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The Saranac River empties into the mouth of Lake Champlain and a sliver of late-evening sun shimmies and slices across shavings of broken ice like a school of shiny fish.

I straighten the blue-and-white striped silk tie my last boyfriend gifted me and stare out at the early November landscape. The ground is dusted with newly fallen snow, and the river, a swollen malignant serpentine of icy water, snakes through a vista of evergreens and sycamores.

I catch my hard stare in the reflection of the large picture window of my therapist’s office.

Dr. James Matheson, basketball tall with peacock-blue eyes and warm brown skin, dressed in a rosy-pink dress shirt and charcoal-gray suit, coaxes me back to the present. His voice is butter soft and attractive, musically inclined and bilingual. Spanish on his mother’s side, I think.

My thoughts unravel like vines on a branch, disoriented, a broken fuse box with faulty wiring. I blow out a loud breath and turn to the long-legged and handsome therapist, my hands packed in the pockets of my khakis so he won’t see them shake. Men make me nervous and weak-kneed.

Dr. Matheson is patient and smiling, waiting for me to speak, to say something, since I’ve been standing in silence for the last fifteen minutes, staring out at the dismal day passing by.

I think about my mother who lies in the hospital dying. I’ve just come from visiting her, before my scheduled therapy session. Dr. Matheson wants to discuss it, from his stone silence and sensitive stares.

I glance at my wristwatch. I’ve been in Pretty Boy’s office for almost an hour, and I haven’t said much or given the good old doc enough to judge or dislike me or cancel my next session. I am surprised he has not asked me not to come back. Maybe he’ll call County Hospital and admit me to the psych ward on the fourth floor if I open my mouth and let him into my dark, sad life.

He does not reach for the phone. He sits poised in the high brown leather chair behind his polished cherry wood desk, with many medical certifications on the wall behind him.

He stares across the room at me, grins, keeping a professional manner, waiting for me to give him his money and time’s worth.

I drag myself toward the overstuffed leather chair across from his desk and collapse into it, as if it is my home base.

I find it hard to hold Dr. Matheson’s gaze. Shyness overcomes me and I wring my hands. My anxiety levels heighten. My stare darts across the room at the sudden arrival of hard balls of sleet beating the glass and the braying wind cutting through the tops of snowcapped trees across the lake.

My breath catches, and I hear Dr. Matheson talking, his voice muffled, the tail end of his last words: “…do you want to talk about it?”

I cringe and feel his eyes on me when I turn away to the ice-crusted window on the far wall. My eyes close, and my lips clamp shut in a jagged line as rage seethes under my thin layer of vulnerability. My gut clutches.

“Ralph?” he says.

My name means nothing to me. Foreign, a stranger, someone I left in the past.

I lift my head slowly, and it is as if an unseen, supernatural force presses down on my shoulders, forcing me to keep quiet.

I am guarded as the walls go up around me. A nerve twitches under my right eye. Maddening!

Dr. Matheson shifts in his chair, and I sense that I have kept him waiting too long; his displeasure is like a bulldozer digging through the tendril of roots and dead zone of my brain, demolishing my thoughts. He’s got to get home to his girlfriend, wife, whoever. Maybe it’s a blind date, I imagine, invoking vulgar and naughty thoughts of Dr. Matheson in a heavy-duty threesome. One of the bottoms is me. I lift my dreamy gaze to his masculine, model-thin face, chiseled jaw, and rugged handsomeness. I can smell the citrus scent of his cologne ten feet from where I sit. Heat crawls into my face, aroused, my interest and other unmentionable areas proudly piqued.

I want a man like James: Built like a Greek God, Zeus or Ares. Tough. Striking. Dominant.

“What are you thinking about?” he asks, curling his small puckish lips. “You seem far away.”

Clingy cobwebs of darkness thicken inside my head, gauzy and wet, sticking to the wall of my brain like silly string. “Deadness,” I say, uncertain where this conversation is heading.

The face of my mother flashes in my mind, and I think about running back to the hospital and staying by her side.

James uncrosses his leg from left to right and changes positions so the side of his face illuminates in a shaft of soft glow from the floor lamp hanging over his shoulder. I want to tell him he looks fucking sexy that way, but I keep quiet. He holds his yellow writing pad, the tips of his fingers turning white, and I dream about what he can do to me with those meaty hands. Touch me in my favorite place, I want to tell him. But I don’t.

I picture him holding my face in his sweaty palms as we lock gazes, staring haughtily into each other’s eyes. The stiffness of my erection knocks against the fabric of my pants. I squirm in my chair.

“What do you mean?” he asks. “Deadness?”

I force myself to blink a few times, snap out of my hazy dream, and look up at Dr. Matheson. His expression is alarming, unblinking. He stares at me, bordering on the threshold of a stalker.

I find a way out of my rut, clawing, digging, and rummaging through a labyrinth of unfathomable responses. “All I want to do is listen to Twenty One Pilots or Nickelback and drink beer. Forget about life, people, and work.”

Except for my mother. My ex-boyfriend, Eli, too.

I want to see him. It’s been a while since he walked out on me and never returned.

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Thomas Grant Bruso knew at an early age he wanted to be a writer. He has been a voracious reader of genre fiction since he was a kid.

His literary inspirations are Dean Koontz, Stephen King, Ellen Hart, Jim Grimsley, Karin Fossum, Sam J. Miller, Joyce Carol Oates, and John Connolly.

Bruso loves animals, book-reading, writing fiction, prefers Sudoku to crossword puzzles.

In another life, he was a freelance writer and wrote for magazines and newspapers. In college, he was a winner for the Hermon H. Doh Sonnet Competition. Now, he writes book reviews for his hometown newspaper, The Press Republican.

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Book Blitz: Trust is Sacred by Emily Carrington (Excerpt & Giveaway)

Title: Trust is Sacred

Author: Emily Carrington

Publisher: Changeling Press

Release Date: December 13, 2024

Heat Level: 4 – Lots of Sex

Pairing: Male/Male

Cover Art: Angela Knight

Genres: Action Adventure, Dark Fantasy, New Releases, Paranormal, Romance, Suspense

Themes: Gay, Holiday Themes, Medical Romance, Multicultural & Interracial, Werewolves & Wolf Shifters

Series: Medically Necessary (#3)

Multiverse: Searchlight Academy (#12)

Book Length: Novella

Page Count: 114

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Without trust, nothing is sacred. Not even long-held beliefs.

Oliver’s terrible secret is eating both himself and his would-be mate alive. He and Amir have been apart for three months, and absence indeed makes the heart grow fonder. Unfortunately, there’s terror, pain, and deceit lying between them.

Amir thinks purging and confession are medically necessary for spiritual and physical well-being. Oliver will stop at almost nothing to hide his scars.

Can these two be mated in truth or will Oliver’s past and Amir’s unstated fears push them away before the werewolves’ most sacred holiday, Winter Solstice?

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Trust is Sacred (Medically Necessary 3)
Emily Carrington
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August

In a very real sense, Oliver’s heart hadn’t ached this way in years. It was a mixture of longing and a sweet promise of eventual homecoming. He’d just sent his lover away on an airplane, back to New York. Amir would gather together his staff, choose a new doctor to take over his practice, and then be back down here to live with Oliver.

To become Oliver’s mate.

Werewolves didn’t have spouses. Except when they did. They also didn’t have Life Dancers. That was a psychic vampire thing, knowledge Oliver had gained over the last month. Wolves had mates, a name for their beloved, the person with whom they wanted to spend the rest of their lives.

He’d had a mate before. This time would be different. He’d protect his mate. He’d keep him safe, no matter the cost, and he wouldn’t allow his nightmares to drive them apart. To shove his lover toward the singular choice of suicide.

He pulled up in front of Llosgia Maxine’s house, where his heart told him he belonged. Granted, she hadn’t exactly accepted her title of alpha, or the duties commensurate with that status change. She would, though. He had faith. Well, mostly he had faith. Sometimes he worried that Tilthos Charles’s words would come true and Llosgia Maxine would choose to take up no title at all.

Except, of course, she’d already claimed Director of Werewolf Watch for herself. Maybe she couldn’t take on that responsibility and…

The front door opened and Tilthos Charles stepped out, looking even stronger than he had the night before, when he’d arrived at Llosgia Maxine’s and asked for a place for himself and his lover to sleep. Now, in the dimness of false dawn, the alpha above all alphas shouldn’t have been able to use his limited vision to see more than a car approaching. However, that didn’t seem to be the case because he smiled and waved as if he knew exactly who was arriving.

Oliver considered driving away. He didn’t want to hear the political answer as to why the Kreisha pack was still allowed to exist after all the shit three of its members had pulled. Geoffrey Huntington, Noah Travers, and Josiah Cobb had plotted to drive Tilthos Charles mad. They had made it so hearing his rightful title had caused him physical and psychic pain. They’d forced him to attack his lover, Luis. Now, though, surely Tilthos Charles was coming to tell him they’d been forgiven for some fucked-up political reason that boiled down to the alpha above all alphas… what? Didn’t want to kill? That might just be it.

The alpha above all alphas’ soft voice was in his head suddenly. Open the door, Oliver.

Oliver unlocked the doors. He waited for the alpha above all alphas to sit beside him, or order him to get out of the car, denying him his escape.

He acknowledged his expectations had no basis in reality, especially because everything he’d seen of Tilthos Charles when the leader was in his right mind was favorable. Still, he didn’t actually know how Tilthos Charles governed. He was only assuming, based on the one alpha he knew, that Tilthos Charles might have allowed power to go to his head.

“So uncharitable,” the alpha above all alphas said after opening the door. He sat in the passenger seat, folded his white cane, the symbol of his visual impairment, and then buckled himself in. “Feel free to drive if it will make you less edgy.”

“You’re reading my every thought?” Oliver asked. He’d assumed his shields were better than that.

“Not quite. You’re not projecting everything, I don’t think, but you’re very unhappy with me and that carries just fine.”

Oliver relocked the doors and pulled out of the driveway. “Where are we going?”

“Somewhere that you can drive and listen without getting us in an accident would be good.”

Oliver grunted.

To his amazement, the leader of most of the world’s werewolves on this side of the Atlantic laughed. “You sound like Luis when he’s unhappy. Please tell me what’s bothering you.”

Oliver couldn’t bring himself to accuse the alpha above all alphas of any wrongdoing. Instead, he asked, “What happened to the six wolves who attacked you?”

“Huntington, Travers, and Cobb have been placed with different packs, separated by quite a bit of geography. Their new alphas reassure me their movements will be closely observed.”

Oliver turned off Llosgia Maxine’s street and just headed south, away from Washington, DC. He knew he wouldn’t be able to drive in heavy traffic and listen. “Why are they still alive?”

“I’m not in the habit of killing every single wolf who’s tried a coup. There would be considerably fewer wolves in the world if I exacted that sort of revenge. They’re being watched by three alphas I trust implicitly and I’m sure these bastards will show their true colors again. And unlike in baseball, they only get two chances.” He turned his head away from Oliver. “They’re not the only ones I’m watching. Kreisha Alexander let this go on right under his nose. At best, the very best, that makes him not perceptive enough.”

He faced Oliver again. “I’m asking you to keep me informed if he does anything inappropriate, dangerous, or careless. I don’t order you because I don’t want to step on your agency that way.”

“Please order me,” Oliver blurted.

That got him a raised eyebrow.

“Kreisha Alexander is in the habit of ordering his wolves not to share things, good or bad, outside the pack. If I have your order first, and because you outrank him, I’ll be able to tattletale.” He grimaced. “That came out more bitter than I anticipated or meant. I’m sorry.”

Tilthos Charles seemed to have caught onto another part of his speech, however, because he said, “Is there anything you’re forbidden to share with me?” There was a growl in his voice.

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Title:  Teardown

Author: William Campbell Powell

Publisher:  NineStar Press

Release Date: 12/10/2024

Heat Level: 2 – Fade to Black Sex

Pairing: M/NB

Length: 104100

Genre: Contemporary, literature/general fiction, contemporary, NB/nonbinary, pansexual, British, musicians, blues band, European music clubs, road trip, Germany, living rough, secrets, self-discovery

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Growing up in a dead-end, Thames Valley town like Marden Combe, Kai knows there’s no escape without a lot of talent, hard work—and luck.

Two weeks before the Clayton Paul Blues Band plans to set out on tour to Germany, their singer quits, and drummer Kai takes matters in hand. With bandmates Jake and Jamie, they recruit a talented new singer—the enigmatic Dominique—as the new face of the band and set out on the road to Berlin in a rickety white van.

Dogged by mishaps and under-rehearsed, the band stumbles through their first shows, zig-zagging between chaos and brilliance. But as the first gig in Berlin draws near, the band begins to gel. They’re clicking with their audience, and even the stone-hearted Kai starts to crumble under the spell, first of Dom and then…of Lars.

As the end of the tour approaches, Kai must make hard choices. Dom? But she’s keeping a dark secret. Lars? Not after the acrimony of their last parting. The band? Or will that dream crumble too?

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Teardown
William Campbell Powell © 2024
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The bus passed an abandoned car on the grass verge. Last week, a sign on the windscreen said Police Aware, but evidently, not so aware that someone couldn’t set fire to it in the interim. That was my cue to get off. I rang the bell, and the bus pulled to a halt about fifty yards short of a block of single-storey industrial units. It had been built in the 1960s, and the brickwork left much to be desired. Ditto the ironwork and the paintwork. Don’t even think about asbestos. The third unit along was the one I was looking for. The sign read The Band Hut, and it fit right in with Marden Combe…

I pushed open the door, and all was gloom within. Thick cardboard and felt covered the windows. I called “Hi” to Wally at the front desk, hunched over his phone, and the autopilot grunted back. I moved past room 1 (a folk-metal trio), room 2 (empty), and into room 3, signed with gloss white paint roughly slapped over its matt black outer door.

Usually, with great rock stars taking interviews in their home studios, there wasn’t an amp in sight unless it was some boutique marque they’d been paid to endorse. The studio would be airy, bright, and wood-panelled in glossy pine, with walls featuring three or four iconic guitars. Double-insulated patio doors would lead onto a beautifully manicured lawn, the whole set tastefully in the Cotswolds.

In Marden Combe, they did things differently. Black felt covered the walls and ceiling of Studio 3. Underfoot, recycled carpet tiles clung to my shoes, sticky as only years of spilt beer could accomplish. Worn and curling patches showed where the bass drum spikes had caught between two tiles and where the studio’s cobbled-together frankenamps had been dragged too many times. Gaffa tape glinted under fluorescent lights, hasty repairs criss-crossing the floor. Other marks—cigarette burns mostly—clustered round the amps; the still-potent reeks of ancient tobacco and stale weed lurked at the edge of awareness. A tired but eclectic collection of posters hung on the walls, providing a potted archaeology of Marden Combe’s indigenous music of the last half decade.

Jake was already set up and sitting on a Band Hut amplifier, cradling his beloved Fender Stratocaster. He didn’t look up, but I didn’t expect him to. He hunched over the fretboard, fingers spider-dancing their scales. Half in shadow, he was a little spiderlike himself, all spindly limbs that gangled and writhed. His hair, too pale for a spider, was cut short and neatly combed.

After a minute, he finished his phrase, and we nodded to each other. Jake wasn’t a great conversationalist, so I didn’t push him out of his comfort zone. It was called ‘letting the music do the talking’. It suited both of us.

It took me about ten minutes to get the studio’s drum kit set up the way I like it, with my own cymbals in place. All the while, Jake happily noodled on his Strat. Clay breezed in just as I was finishing up.

Clay was the kind of guy you’d want fronting a blues band. Beautiful, with ebon-black skin and close-cropped hair, he had a solid baritone voice with a growl that went up to eleven. Today, he wore jeans and a T-shirt from a Kyla Brox show, but on stage, he was sharp-cut suit and moves. Twenty-six years old and—speaking entirely in my capacity as detached observer—hot and classy as fuck.

“Hi, Clay,” I called.

“Hi, Kai. Where’s Jamie?”

“He said he’d be a few minutes late. The boss is making him do overtime.”

Which, given that it was Sunday, was brother Jamie’s standard polite fiction for his housemates roping him into cleaning the kitchen. A little unfair, given that Jamie is possibly the tidiest human being on the planet. If Clay had been thinking, he’d have remembered that.

“That’s a bugger,” said Clay.

“Yeah. Tell me about it.”

But then he just stood there. Like a kid busting for a pee but afraid to ask the teacher.

“D’you need a hand getting stuff out of the car?” I asked.

“No.” He held up the flight case that held his mic and harmonicas. “How long do you think he’s going to be?”

“I don’t know. He said a few minutes, but I’ve no idea what that is in real minutes.”

Clay sat on an amp, then got up and walked over to the soundproof door. He opened it and the second door beyond it. He peered through the gloom. I could hear the folk-metal band getting into their groove, and good luck to them, but I was glad there would be a vacant studio between us and their sawtooth D minors.

No sign of Jamie though.

It was like something was up with Clay. I was almost tempted to ask him if he was okay. But what if he said no? That was why I didn’t ask personal questions within the band. We played blues together, and we planned escape. We memorised the names of one another’s significant others so we could be polite if they showed up at a gig. Clay’s significant other, Sirelle was—again, in my capacity, et cetera, et cetera—hot, but she was also Little Miss Disdain. Jake did not have a significant other that wasn’t made of wood and didn’t have six strings. Jamie had been a sore test of memory up until Louise, but he was currently unattached. That was it.

Clay was making me nervous though. So:

“Are you going to set your mic up, Clay? I’ll help you set levels so you’re all ready to go when Jamie gets here.”

No reason he couldn’t do it himself, but I was also music tech, so I was allowed to ask.

“Uh, no.”

Then, he expelled a deep, doom-laden breath, and I knew this day, which had started only medium crap, was going to end full-on shitstorm.

“I can’t wait for Jamie,” he decided. “Ah, guys…I’ve got an announcement to make.”

Jake looked up but carried on playing irritating little shreds.

“Good news?” I asked, more in forlorn hope than expectation.

“Well, yes. Sort of. I’ve got a new job.”

That doesn’t happen a lot in Marden Combe. Let’s not piss on the parade just yet.

“That’s good. Well done. So, what’s not to like about that?”

“It’s…in London.”

“Good pay, then, I guess. But I don’t fancy your commute.”

“Oh, it’s not Central London. It’s in Acton. But you’re right about the commute. Apart from that, though, it’s a pretty good job. It’s a real step up in my career.”

It was my turn to take a deep breath. “Okay. So why aren’t you dancing for joy?”

“Well, it’s a big project, and they need to get started right away. So, I’m starting next week. There’s no flexibility on that date. We’re up against the wire.”

“Right. What happens when you go on holiday the week after? Are they okay with that?”

“That’s just it, Kai. This is a huge project. It’s a fantastic opportunity. I’ll be in right at the ground floor. I need to be there. I’ve promised them I’ll be there.”

Ah. This is goodbye, then. Why can’t you just fucking say it?

“So what happens to the Clayton Paul Blues Band? What happens to the tour? Köln, Aachen, Berlin? All those German punters waiting to see us two weeks from now?”

Clay wouldn’t meet my eye.

“I can’t pass this up, Kai. It’s a dream opportunity for me.”

“And you can’t wait?”

“They won’t wait. I aced that interview, but there’s a bunch of guys almost as good, ready to start tomorrow. White guys.”

“That shouldn’t matter. There are laws…”

“Shit, Kai. Don’t tell me you don’t know how discrimination works. The manager liked me, stuck his neck out to make the offer. But if I start pissing them about, making conditions… It wouldn’t be discrimination, no sir. But it would be ‘we need someone who can start immediately’—that’s what they’d say.”

I nodded. I did know. White male privilege, Kai. “And the band? Your band. Us. The Clayton Paul Blues Band that goes on tour in two weeks?”

“I don’t know.” It was a scream of desperation, and it made Jake stop shredding. Something had gotten through to him.

“I don’t know,” Clay repeated, quieter. “It’s just a tour. It’s not the fucking Beatles going to Hamburg to find their destiny.”

“No, it’s not. In the great scheme of history, it’s just a piece of fun.”

“Well, then. You’ll get over it.”

Eyeroll. Do you know how crass that comes across, Clay? And a deep breath.

“With the greatest of respect, Clay, fuck you. I do not plan to ‘get over it’. I said it’s just a piece of fun, but that’s why it matters. Marden Combe is a shithole of the first water. Nothing happens here. Nothing good has ever come out of here. If we stay here all our lives, dying will be the best thing that ever happens to us.

“So yes, it’s a piece of fun. And no, it’s way more than that. It’s the hope of escape. It’s the dream in our waking lives that makes all the crap worth enduring—the crummy job or the even crummier no-job.”

A father who was too distant. A step-mom who was too close. But I didn’t say it. Nobody else’s business.

Clay shook his head. “I can’t be responsible for the crap in your lives, Kai.” It was a whisper.

Jake turned back to his guitar and started adjusting his pedal board. He wasn’t going to get involved if he could help it.

“Okay,” Clay continued, “you’d better cancel it—”

“Your band. Your tour. Haven’t you got the balls to cancel it yourself?”

“I thought…you could find a stand-in for the tour. If you wanted it that much.”

“A stand-in? And keep the band going afterwards, Clay? Is that what you want? This band as your bolthole, waiting for you to return when the new job settles down?”

I let that sink in, then asked him, “Can you commit to that?”

“Shit! I don’t know.”

“Don’t know? Or don’t want to tell us?”

“Put it on hold. We can put the band on hold, can’t we?”

“How long for?” I asked him.

“I don’t fucking know! I’ll be flying over to the US quite a bit. And there’s a bunch of guys in Japan I’ll need to work with. Six months, maybe?”

And then it hit me. I knew why Clay couldn’t meet my eye.

“The Cherry Tree. You must have known about this last night, and you didn’t say a fucking word. We’re already in the Last Chance Saloon. This is Boot-fucking-Hill.”

I’d struck true. His mouth hung open, and the longer it stayed that way, the more certain I was.

“Y-yes, Kai. I had the offer, but I didn’t know if I was going to take it. Honest, guys. But I thought it over, slept on it, and knew I had to take my chance.”

Well, it might be true, but my money was on Clay being too chicken to stuff the band in front of Simon. It had been too long a pause, while he crafted a damage-limitation lie.

“This’ll cost us our Saturday slot,” I said. “You know that, don’t you? Simon knows we won’t find a new singer in time.”

“One of you could—”

“Simon’s already got a plan to fill our slot, else he wouldn’t have given us ‘the talk’ last night. He’s a lovely guy, but he’s a businessman too.”

“He wouldn’t do that to you, Kai. You’re one of his golden…kids.”

Well, it was true, about being a ‘golden kid’ at least. Simon had taken me under his wing when I first got the notion I might become Kai. But that didn’t change a thing because Simon taught self-reliance and owning the consequences even while he was still putting the pieces back together, with himself as the prime example.

“You know better than that,” I said. “He owes the band nothing. He owes me nothing. And neither of us would have it any other way.”

But I did owe Simon. Maybe what I owed him was enough notice to give another band a clear shot at the residency.

Which was all very noble but not the issue at hand. Time to wrap this shit up, Kai.

“You said six months,” I began.

Six months. Six months without a band. I felt the dread rise up like a wave, ready to pull me under. The Clayton Paul Blues Band was my life.

Had been my life.

Six months though. Six months was more than enough time to build a new band. If I could pull the rest of the guys through.

Jake was in shock, biting his lip. His eyes darted about the room, to me, to Clay, back to the fretboard, where spider fingers shaped chaotic chords.

“No good. Jake, you don’t want to be six months without a band, do you?”

Jake put on his best rabbit-in-headlights gurn.

Bad move, Kai. This isn’t ‘pulling the guys through’.

But maybe I hadn’t screwed up. Maybe Clay sensed that the worst was over.

“No, you’re right,” he said. “It’s not fair to ask you to wait. It’s been a blast with you guys, but all good things come to an end.”

He held out his hand. “Kai? No hard feelings? Maybe play together someday when all this is done?”

I shrugged. But…why burn bridges? If I’d had the chance, wouldn’t I have done the same?

“Maybe.” I shook his hand. “Good luck with your escape from Alcatraz, Thames Valley. And don’t cancel the tour. I want to think about that.”

He shook hands with Jake too. There was an awkward silence. Jake went back to his guitar and began dabbing harmonics.

“Look, guys,” Clay said. “I’d like to stay and say goodbye to Jamie, but I guess you’ll want to talk over what’s next, and you won’t want me around for that. I’ve paid the Band Hut man, so the room’s yours till ten o’clock anyway. Least I could do. Okay?”

The Band Hut man. Clay, his name’s Wally. He’s been the set-up guy for two fucking years here, and you can’t be arsed to remember his name.

Clay’s harmonicas and microphone were still in his flight case, unopened. He picked the case up, squared his shoulders, and left the Band Hut, leaving us to pick up the shards of a blues band.

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Best Man by Will Okati (Excerpt & Giveaway)

 

Title:  Best Man

Author: Will Okati

Publisher: Changeling Press

Release Date: December  6, 2024

Heat Level: 4 – Lots of Sex

Pairing: Male/Male

Length: 50 pages

Genre: Romance, Romantic Comedy, Christmas, Gay

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Taking chances is what Alexander lives for – especially when it comes to love.

Alexander’s a man of uncommonly happy disposition. His luck always holds true, and he takes chances with cheerful abandon. When he sees a Christmas Eve wedding running amok and a hot best man in need of help before Bridezilla goes boom, it’s second nature for him to step in and lend a hand — especially with regard to the delectable best man, Noah. He’ll offer that one anything he needs — a hand, a mouth, an… ahem.

And why not? The way Alexander sees it, he’s having fun and earning good karma — and he might just already be falling in love.

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Best Man
Second Edition
Will Okati
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Copyright ©2024 Will Okati

If a man acted as if he belonged in any given place, people usually didn’t ask questions. Alexander took the steps at an easygoing pace and casually strolled to the lovely man’s side. “Need a hand?”

“I could use three, to be honest.” Pretty eased a double stack of linen napery on a bare table and stretched his arms, pulling each at the wrists to release the cramped muscles. Alexander could massage those for him, but… later. “Do I know you?”

Beauty and brains. “Not in the least,” Alexander replied, twinkling at him. “I was passing by and thought I’d see if Good Samaritans were still in style.”

Pretty rubbed his arms as he gave Alexander a once-over of bemusement and perhaps a bit of appreciation. “At least you’re honest. If you promise not to take off with a box of table favors or hit on one of the bridesmaids, then be my guest. I’m serious about the bridesmaids. I love my sister — the bride — but if one more thing sends her off the deep end –”

Alexander laughed. “Don’t worry. About the bride or the bridesmaids.” He winked. “They aren’t what caught my eye.”

“Is that a fact?” Pretty’s cheeks turning faintly pink, and the appearance of a small smile gave him away. “That makes two of us.”

“You’re honest, too. And beautiful.”

The pink darkened to crimson. “And you’re a flatterer.” That would have been worrisome if he hadn’t grinned at him and pushed one-half of the napery Alexander’s way. “If you’re sure you want to get involved in the madness… then you can be my guest.”

“You can trust me,” Alexander said, ripe with confidence. “Watch.” He took the top cloth off the stack and gave it a good snap, meant to send a long cloth billowing out.

It would have been more impressive if said cloth hadn’t turned out to be a dinner napkin.

Pretty burst into laughter. “I have to keep you now. I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I turned you out to wreak havoc on general society.” His cheeks remained pink and his blue eyes lambent. He offered his hand. “Noah McMasters. Call me Noah.”

Alexander took Noah’s hand. A very nice hand it was, too, slim and smooth but firm. “Alexander.”

A hint of dimples enriched Noah’s smile. “Just Alexander?”

“I have a surname, but I’ll make you work for that one.” Alexander winked at Noah — the name fit him as well as a tailored glove, small and lovely — and draped the napkin over his arm. He clicked his heels together and bowed from the waist. “Right now, I await your command. Tell me what you want from me and I’m yours.”

Noah ran him over with an assessing gaze, and no, “ran him over” wasn’t hyperbole. Technically, yes, but the sense of his taking Alexander’s measure left Alexander feeling as if he’d been subjected to the tender mercies of a steamroller with amorous intentions.

Amorous, though, that was good. And clever. That was better.

“What would you have done if I’d told you that I didn’t need help?”

Alexander gave that the consideration it was due; precisely half a second. “I’d have tried my luck down a different road that led to the same place, because if all this has to get laid out before the wedding, which I’m guesstimating is less than an hour or two away –” he waited for Noah’s nod –”you need the help. So why not? And if you want me to hit the road instead, all you have to do is say. I’ll wish you well and be on my way.”

Noah snorted delicately. “I actually believe you, and that makes you different from at least seventy-five percent of the guys I’ve known.”

“Wait.” Alexander dropped his handful of cutlery with a clatter. “How many of those guys –?”

“One ‘no really means yes, doesn’t it?’ was all it took,” Noah said. “I push the rest out at arm’s length as soon as I know what I’m dealing with. I’m pretty and I’m small, but I learn quickly, I’m sneaky and I’m fast and I don’t fight by the Marquis of Queensbury rules.” He laughed. “Look at you. I can tell what’s going through your head right now, you know. Where do I find them and how do I hurt them?”

“If you’d ever let me finish a sentence, I might confirm that.”

“I find preempting the obvious saves time and I take it as a personal challenge.”

Noah hefted the crate that looked far too heavy for him onto his hip and nodded toward the tables. “I’ll say leave the linens alone, but if you’re determined to lend a hand, then get lending. Follow behind me and lay out the candles and other claptrap. Deal?”

“Aye, aye, sir.”

Sir. I could get used to that. Come on, this way. We’ll start at the end and work our way up. I like to take my time and do it right.”

“No sense in not bringing your A-game if the situation calls for it.”

Noah chuckled. “You’re adorable when you try to flirt.” He separated the napkins from the tablecloths and handed Alexander half. “Are you coming?”

Yes, and probably very soon.

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New Release Blitz: Free from Falling by E.L. Massey (Excerpt & Giveaway)

Title:  Free from Falling

Series: The Breakaway Series, Book Four

Author: E.L. Massey

Publisher:  NineStar Press

Release Date: 12/03/2024

Heat Level: 2 – Fade to Black Sex

Pairing: Male/Female

Length: 87100

Genre: Contemporary, contemporary, sports/hockey, athletes, rock band, musicians, trans, bisexual, idiots-to-lovers, team dynamics, family dynamics & drama, pining, transphobia

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Justin “Matts” Matthews is good at a lot of things: Rubik’s Cubes, playing guitar, herding cattle, and most importantly for his career in the NHL, hockey. He’s not good at human interactions or social cues, especially when it comes to women. This deficiency is an annoyance rather than a problem, right up until he meets Sydney Warren. If it’s not love at first sight, it’s sure something close.

Sydney Warren, frontwoman for up-and-coming rock band Right Red Hand, is fierce, driven, and she doesn’t do relationships. Being an out trans woman in the music industry is more than enough pressure—a romantic entanglement would be added stress she doesn’t need. A romantic entanglement with a professional hockey player who, to all accounts, is only just learning to be an ally is definitely not what she needs. And yet.

After a chance encounter, Matts and Sydney become unlikely friends. However, in the stolen moments of their busy schedules––late-night phone calls between NHL games and concert tour dates—they start to question if maybe “friendship” isn’t so apt a description for whatever this is between them.

But can they overcome the outside pressures from family and media that would rather their relationship end before it has a chance to start?

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Free from Falling
E.L. Massey © 2024
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“Hey, Matty. Are you petting a dog in some back room at a party again?”

He almost hangs up the phone. Because, yes, Justin Edward Matthews—Matts to anyone who matters and Matty to his asshole stepbrother—is hiding in a back room at a party petting a dog. Again.

“I hate you,” Matts says.

“You don’t. What’s the dog’s name?”

“It’s Hawk, Eli’s dog.”

“Give her a kiss for me.”

He does. He’s sitting on a fancy bench thing at the base of an equally fancy bed in one of the dozen bedrooms at the house where the party is taking place. He doesn’t know if Hawk is allowed on the furniture or not, but he figures if she’s mostly in his lap, they’re good either way. He leans into Hawk’s warm bulk and briefly buries his face in her neck.

“So,” his stepbrother says, “the gay kid talked you into going out and socializing, huh?”

“Don’t say it like that,” Matts says, straightening.

“I’m not saying it like anything. I’m stating a fact. He’s a kid. He’s gay.”

“He’s twenty-one, and he’s married to my captain. He’s not a kid. And he’s one of my best fucking friends. Use his name.”

“Fine. Whatever.”

Matts is regretting calling Aaron already. They used to do it all the time—calling each other whenever they got drunk. It was the way they bonded as teenagers when their families were recklessly combined. Matts was off at boarding school, so lonely it was hard to breathe sometimes, and Aaron was unceremoniously uprooted from the only town he ever knew, suddenly expected to call a stranger “Dad.” Their relationship was easier then, born out of isolation and a shared resentment for the people they called parents. But in recent years, their conversations have gotten more and more stilted. Exhibit A: this conversation.

“Hey,” Aaron says, like he can hear what Matts is thinking. “I’m trying. You know I’m trying.”

“Try harder.”

“Okay,” he says quietly. An extremely awkward pause follows. “Well. Why are you hanging out with Hawk and not a less furry lady?”

Aaron has a point. The only good thing about going to parties is that sometimes girls will recognize him, and he can get laid without having to stumble his way through a conversation first.

“I came upstairs to use the bathroom. And it’s time for Eli to check in anyway. I’ll go back downstairs when he does.”

Hawk is Eli’s service dog. Eli doesn’t go to parties much, but when he does, he brings her with him and keeps her somewhere quiet where he can have her sniff him or whatever she does to predict his seizures every so often. And he always has someone with him as human backup too. Tonight, Matts is the human backup. Because he’s still doing PT for another week and isn’t cleared to travel with the team yet. He made the mistake of having dinner with Eli, and afterward, Eli looked at him with his big stupid sad eyes and asked him to please go with him, and Matts is a pushover.

He doesn’t like parties in general, but he especially doesn’t like them when he keeps having to explain that, no, he’s not Eli’s professional-hockey-playing-husband. He’s Eli’s professional-hockey-playing-husband’s injured alternate captain. Which is weird. Not because people are assuming he’s gay. That’s fine. That’s whatever. But people are assuming he’s married. Twenty-one-year-olds should not be married. Even if it seems to be working for Eli and Alex.

“The drinks are all colorful and sparkly,” Matts says. Making fun of rich people’s alcohol preferences is always a safe topic with his family.

“No,” Aaron gasps with faux outrage. “Sparkly?”

“No beer cans in sight.”

“The horror. Not even a bougie IPA?”

“There’s a tended bar, and the menu is all cocktails.”

“Gross. What color did you go with?”

Matts sighs in the direction of his drink on the nightstand. “Green. And then purple. And the worst thing is that I’m drunk after two of them.”

He regularly goes shot-for-shot with Russian NHL players. A neon drink should not be laying him out. He tries to look at his tongue to see if it’s changed color and is unsuccessful.

“Are you still on meds?”

“No, Mom, I’m off everything as of two days ago. Healing great. Should be playing again in another week. And I can’t even celebrate with a beer.”

“What a brave little soldier you are,” Aaron says. “Hey, speaking of moms. Are you coming home for Christmas or not?”

“I don’t know. Maybe. Is my dad…” He flips Hawk’s ears inside out. One will stay that way. The other won’t. He boops her nose, and she sneezes.

“You’re gonna need to finish the question if you want me to answer it.”

Matts sighs. “I don’t know. Just…you think he’ll ever apologize?”

“I think those would be hell-freezes-over type odds.”

“Yeah.”

“Come home anyway.”

“I’ll think about it.”

The door opens, and Eli slips inside, music from downstairs bleeding through before he shuts it again.

“Hey,” Matts says, “I gotta go. I’ll call you Friday, and we’ll talk about Christmas, okay?”

“Sure. Hey, uh, say hi to Eli for me.”

“Yeah,” Matts says, “I will.” The word “thanks” gets a little stuck in his throat, but he mumbles it out and follows it with “bye.”

He slides his phone back into his pocket as Eli slides onto the bench beside him.

“You okay?” Eli asks. He’s a perceptive little shit.

“Fine.” Matts gestures toward the door. “It’s just a lot. Do you always have to be so damn good at social shit? You’re making me look bad.”

“Oh, no,” Eli says, “you do that on your own.” He gives him a second look and gentles his tone. “You do look a little rough though. You want to go outside? Or we can call it early.”

“Outside works.”

They sit with Hawk for a few more minutes, and when she remains calm and sleepy, they bid her goodbye and head downstairs toward the backyard.

But halfway through the living room, Matts stops.

Because there’s a girl in the kitchen.

Well, there are a lot of girls in the kitchen. But this girl is wearing black ripped skinny jeans, and her equally black ripped shirt—advertising some incomprehensible metal band on the front—has no sleeves or collar. The shirt’s sides have been cut from arm to hem and reattached with long lines of glittering safety pins. Her lips are full. Her hair is a wild riot of brown curls.

She looks like the unholy offspring of ’80s hair-metal-era Bon Jovi and ’70s Joan Jett, and her whole vibe is…unexpectedly but thoroughly doing it for him.

“Who,” he asks, “is she?”

“Absolutely not,” Eli answers. “You are not ready for Sydney.”

“Sydney,” he repeats.

“No,” Eli says again, forcefully steering them toward the back porch. For someone so lean, he’s surprisingly strong. Sydney also looks lean and strong. Her glutes and thighs are particularly nice. She could probably squat him. He’d be happy to let her try.

“I thought the whole point of me coming tonight was that I needed to…expand my social realm or whatever.”

“Social repertoire is the phrase I used.” Eli is still pushing him. Matts is still resisting.

“Repertoire. Right.” He cranes his neck to keep Sydney in sight. She’s completely flat-chested, but her ass is something else. He wonders if she plays hockey.

“And, yes, it was,” Eli agrees. “But I know that look, Matthew.”

“Not my name.”

“I know that look, Justin Edward Matthews.”

That is, admittedly, his name.

“You don’t want to meet her,” Eli says. “You want to hook up with her.”

“And that’s…bad?”

“Have you ever even spoken with a trans woman before?”

“Trans…as in transgender?”

“No, as in transformer. Yes, transgender, idiota. And clearly, your taste in music is worse than I thought if you don’t already know who she is.”

“Wait, she’s a boy? Or—used to be a boy?” She doesn’t look like a boy. Though that might explain the boob thing. Is that bad to think? Eli would probably hit him if he said it out loud.

“And this is why you’re not allowed to talk to Sydney,” Eli says. “She would eat you alive.”

Sydney catches him staring, and Matts waves as Eli finally, successfully, shoves him around the corner and through the sliding doors to the porch.

Sydney appears again, moments later, from the opposite side of the open-concept kitchen, and purposefully makes her way toward them.

“Oh, fuck me,” Eli mutters.

“No thanks.”

“Eli,” Sydney says, stepping over the threshold to join them. “Who’s your friend?”

“Hi,” Matts says. “I’m Matts. I play hockey with Eli’s husband. Eli says I’m not allowed to talk to you because you’ll eat me alive.”

She gives him a considering once-over. “Eli is likely correct, but I’m sure we’d both enjoy the experience.”

Eli throws up his hands.

“Don’t let him fool you though,” she says conspiratorially, bowing with a flourish that somehow doesn’t spill her drink. “I am but a humble bard, at your service.”

“Bard, sure,” Eli mutters. “Humble though—”

“You look like you need alcohol, Eli,” Sydney interrupts.

He sighs. “I do. Syd, behave. Matts, good luck.”

“Wait,” Matts says, “aren’t I supposed to be…monitoring you?”

“Monitor me with your eyes while I go acquire a beverage. I promise to swoon obviously if I need your attention.” Eli throws one wrist against his forehead and falls briefly to one side before straightening and making his way back inside.

“So you’re Hawk’s understudy tonight?” Sydney asks.

She has dimples. It takes him a beat longer than it should to respond because of them.

“That’s me. Temporary service human. Not as cute as the A-team upstairs, I know.”

She gives him another leisurely assessment, and he suddenly wishes he was wearing something more edgy than khakis and boat shoes.

“I wouldn’t say that,” she murmurs over the rim of her glass.

He watches her drink; he watches the light from the hanging lanterns on the porch glint off the rings on her hand; he watches her tongue slide over her drink-stained lips. He realizes he’s staring.

“So how do you know Eli?” Matts asks, only a little desperately.

She tips her head, expression suddenly assessing. It’s an oddly predatory look for someone whose curl-augmented height barely comes up to his chin.

“You have no idea who I am, do you?” Sydney says.

“I—no.” He squints at her, remembering Eli’s assertion about his taste in music. “Should I?”

She reaches out to flick the collar of his button-down. “I guess not. Though one of our songs is on syndicated radio currently.”

“You’re a musician?” That makes sense. That makes a lot of sense. “What’s your band called?”

“Red Right Hand.” She looks like she’s braced for something as she says it, but the name means nothing to him.

“Is that, like, a Twister reference?”

She coughs on a laugh, then hides her smile with the back of her wrist, her long fingers—guitarist fingers?—splayed over the mouth of her cup.

“It’s a Paradise Lost reference,” she says:

“What if the breath that kindled those grim fires,

Awaked, should blow them into sevenfold rage,

And plunge us in the flames; or from above

Should intermitted vengeance arm again

His red right hand to plague us?”

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Title:  When Summer is Gone

Series: The Likes of Us, Book Two

Author: Chris Simon

Publisher:  NineStar Press

Release Date: 11/26/2024

Heat Level: 3 – Some Sex

Pairing: No Romance, Male/Male

Length: 101700

Genre: Historical, Genre/lit, historical, family-drama, bisexual, coming of age, docker, male prostitution

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London’s East End, 1930s

Young docker Alfie Atwood was born into a poor but happy family and he was blessed with matinee-idol good looks which draw people to him like moths to a flame. His appearance and sunny disposition may be widely admired and even envied, but he isn’t as carefree as he seems and has bitter experience of a darker side to youth.

When his father Bill is killed in a dockside accident, Alfie is forced to become the main breadwinner. He and his mother Alice are horrified to find that Bill owed money to some bad people—the notorious brothers Mosh and Solly Alexander. They “own” the district and now they want the debt repaid.

A docker’s weekly wage and the few shillings that Alice can scrape together are not nearly enough…until Alfie’s friend Frank whispers a solution in his ear. Has the time come for the young man to use what Nature gave him to solve their problems? And if he does, won’t he be letting himself in for a whole host of new ones?

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When Summer is Gone
Chris Simon © 2024
All Rights Reserved

Chapter One
A Trip to the Moon in a Hot-air Balloon

Wednesday, 23 July 1913

Cubitt Town on the Isle of Dogs in the East End of London was never quiet, but what peace there was that afternoon was shattered by Alice Atwood’s anguished cries, echoing across the alleys and yards as she endured a long and painful labour. Alice’s neighbours, Elsie and Pearl, sat outside their front doors, their faces grim. They’d fetched clean towels, boiled water, made tea for the anxious father-to-be and for Mrs Charles, who served as midwife to all the local women. There was nothing more to be done.

“Oh, Elsie! It’s been nigh on five hours now,” said Pearl, as though her friend could end their neighbour’s suffering.

“I know, duck. I’ve been sitting here right next to you the whole time.”

Elsie Jarvis was a short, stout woman in a pink-and-blue floral apron that fitted snugly around her plump figure. In contrast, Pearl Rogers was tall and thin; her apron could easily have been wrapped twice around her skinny frame. She picked up the broom leaning against her windowsill and restlessly swept some dust from the pavement into the gutter. After a few desultory thrusts of the brush she paused, leaning on it.

“You never know, Else, maybe this time…”

Elsie shook her head gravely. “Oh, I wouldn’t have thought so, my duck. I pray so, but there’s no sense in us getting our hopes up. If three of ’em have died already, stands to reason there must be summink very wrong, mustn’t there?”

Pearl nodded sadly. “Yes. Well, whatever ’appens, I ’ope to Gawd it ’appens soon.”

“I know. My Bert will be home from work shortly and he’ll be banging on the wall with his slipper if she’s still making this racket. He’s got no compassion in him at all.” Elsie’s round face expressed contempt, for Bert and for all men.

They looked anxiously up at the Atwoods’ bedroom window as the screams reached a new peak and, after a short, tense silence, were replaced by the thin piercing cry of a newborn.

“Aw!” the friends cooed in unison. They couldn’t help themselves. The gloom was magically dispersed, as though the infant had come into the world waving a wand.

As the crying grew stronger, Pearl said, “Well, it don’t sound like this one’s gonna snuff it any time soon, Else,” and she threw her skinny arms about her plump neighbour in celebration.

*

The bedroom was flooded with sunlight, the nets dancing softly in the breeze. Bill Atwood wouldn’t tell his wife that she looked “radiant”—they were past that now. Her hair was matted with sweat, her face pinched with premature grief, and no trite compliment would lift her spirits.

The yellow wooden cradle he had fashioned with pride for their firstborn stood at the foot of the bed. He had come to hate the sight of it, as though it were an open grave. If this went like the other times, he vowed he would burn it. He approached tentatively, fearing that what he’d see would break his heart. In the cradle lay a tiny scrap of a baby, barely asleep, for although his eyes were closed his limbs were restless. Bill was glad because it meant he was alive. He lifted out the little body which began to scream in protest, using lungs so small that Horatio, the Jarvis’s cat, basking on the scullery roof, didn’t even cast a languid glance upwards to see what all the fuss was about.

In Bill’s strong arms the baby relaxed; his blue eyes looked up towards his father for the first time and Bill could not at first speak for love. His voice cracked as he spoke. “’Ello, mate. ’Ello. My little boy. My son.”

He kissed the infant’s forehead and moved over to the side of the bed where Alice had turned her face towards the wall and was crying bitterly.

“I don’t wanna see ’im, Bill. Take ’im away.”

“But Alice, he’s all right and he’s beautiful.”

“I can’t. If I look at ’im I’m gonna love ’im, and he’ll just be taken like the others. It’s no use. I can’t go through that again.”

“Alice. I understand, darlin’. But he’s perfectly healthy.”

“’Ow d’you know?” She was tortured by the suggestion of hope.

“Well, Mrs Charles said…”

“She said that about the others,” she howled.

“It might be different this time, love.”

“It won’t be! I know it won’t! It isn’t meant to be.”

“It might be.” His voice became less gentle. “And even if it ain’t, if this little boy only has one hour on this earth, don’t you think he deserves an hour’s love?”

Yes. Even if it broke her heart. If it was the only thing that she could ever do for him then she had no choice. She turned towards her husband who placed the tiny bundle tenderly in her arms. If this little boy’s heart were to stop beating, then so would hers.

Bill left her alone with the baby. He also was suspicious of the hope welling up inside, but it wasn’t to be suppressed. Tears stung his eyes, and he couldn’t help but smile as he joined his neighbours outside and lit up a Senior Service.

“Aw! Congratulations, Bill.” Pearl beamed. “What yer gonna call ’im, d’you know?”

He cleared his throat. “Alfred Lansbury Atwood—Alfie,” he declared with pride. Just speaking the boy’s name out loud made him feel that it was going to be all right.

“Lansbury?” said Pearl incredulously.

Bill shook his head. “You’d better ask the missus about that.”

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Chris Simon is the youngest son of a headteacher and was born and brought up in North Wales. He attended college in Liverpool and Manchester studying Geography and English and returned to Wales to work at a holiday camp, doing everything from chalet allocations to scrubbing grill pans in the off season. He did this over three summers before moving to London to join the civil service, starting in North London benefit offices and ending with the Department for Transport in Westminster.

As well as football and music, Chris has a great love of social history, particularly that of London. After visiting the capital at the age of twelve his desire to live there became the first certainty of his life. He settled in Walthamstow in East London and is a keen supporter of Manchester City and, of course, Wales. It had always been his intention to write a novel whenever he found the time—and now he has.

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